Saturday, October 09, 2004

If I had more hours in a day


I wish there were more hours in a day. That way, I could use the spare time to... well... dunno lah. Yes, things have been busy. But I am looking forward to five days away from work as I fly to Hong Kong and attend my ex's wedding. Why am I attending the ex's wedding? Because she invited me. It wouldn't have made a difference if I were there or not, seeing as we hardly ever speak to each other apart from our birthdays. It'll be the first time I'll be meeting her husband. They've been dating for a year or so. So you could say it was a pretty quick thing, them deciding to get married. But you know how things are at our age. Don't waste time liao. If I had more hours in a day, I know already. I'd spend some of the spare time wondering why it was that I was the first person the ex called to tell me her 'hand has been asked for in marriage'. (To which I replied, 'only your hand? that's not too terrible then'.) I'd also wonder why I did this major backflip, because only three years ago, I told her if she were dating someone else, I didn't want to know, and if she were to get married, I didn't want to be there. Time wounds all heels. It's been long enough since we broke up (7 years), that I no longer feel anything of a heartache when I think about her, but you know how exes' wedddings can affect you. I just don't know exactly how it does, but that it does. If I had more hours in a day, I'd wonder why I don't remember what it's really like to be in a relationship anymore, and how I think I am scared shitless every time I start to form an emotional bond with anyone. If I had more hours in a day, I'd be tired.


7 Comments:

Blogger cour marly said...

Been there, didn't do that, but I'll get you the t-shirt.

10/09/2004 09:10:00 AM  
Blogger Little Miss Drinkalot said...

Only one plaster?

10/09/2004 11:32:00 AM  
Blogger aGent X said...

x-wedding's can affect u, especially if you are meeting the groom for the 1st time.
but you will be alrite brudder! as cliche as it may seem, time does heal old wounds - but i don't want to quote another cliche.

10/09/2004 01:07:00 PM  
Blogger PP said...

Bon Vayage Miyagi! Be strong. Ready your bucket and kleenex.

10/09/2004 07:35:00 PM  
Blogger Mr Miyagi said...

Thanks. I want my t-shirt in medium, please.

10/09/2004 11:13:00 PM  
Blogger Kevin said...

i feel for u, i got married b4 any of my exes do, so... anywayz, about why she invited you... forgive my being blunt, maybe you are given a chance to make some sound when the Reverend says "...or forever hold your peace."?

10/10/2004 04:17:00 AM  
Blogger the wandering soul said...

hhmmmm i cant bring myself to meet my ex or his gf.. let alone their wedding =X

soon,.. soon.. perhaps

10/10/2004 01:32:00 PM  

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